Lost in the light,
The cursed sparkles glow,
My sanity screams,
As my blood doth flow.
The voices mourn,
They’re in my head,
They suddenly whisper,
The secrets of the dead.
Melodies they hum,
And chant my name,
A familiar beginning
Of a losing game.
The heavens weep ,
As they feel me die,
They watch me burn,
unable to fly.
Unhear the screams,
Of eternal pain
My soul decays,
It’s happening again.
Two people inside me
Pulling the strings,
Melodies of insanity,
The caged bird sings.
The shutter falls back
Enjoy the switch,
My heart of gold,
To an ice-cold bitch!
© chaos–xd 2017
PS:- I’ve missed y’all too! ✌
Other poems
- Insanity •°
- Goodbye•°
- Insomniac•°
- You!
- Venom •°
- Death •°
- Caged
- Burn
- Heartless
- Silent Darkness
- °• The Circus
- Hurricane •°
- Flames
- Eternity •°
- Forever•°
- Chaos
- Drowning•°
- Embraced
- Evanescent
- Masks of Death °•
- °•Rubbish
- Beautiful Sin
- Poisoned
- Red Birds
- No more
July 21, 2017 at 5:21 pm
Deep and poignant words so well articulated
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August 21, 2017 at 9:14 am
ive missed feeling this great when i read such heartwarming comments from you guys!! much love!! xoxo
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August 21, 2017 at 10:17 am
Thanks friend.
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July 21, 2017 at 5:24 pm
This is so deep and beautiful!
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August 21, 2017 at 9:13 am
much love vandana!!
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July 21, 2017 at 5:25 pm
Cold and pain !! Deep meaningful post
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August 21, 2017 at 9:13 am
thanks .. pain is what flames my writings !!
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July 21, 2017 at 5:32 pm
Incredible Chaos!!! You’re the GOAT as always! Great job depicting the inevitable losing battle of the consciousness to the ego when someone commits suicide. Where my mind is at least after yesterday with Chester. Hope you’re doing well and to see more poetry from you in the future 🙂
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August 21, 2017 at 9:12 am
hey!! im so glad to be back yo.. and to see these comments all like red carpet to make me feel like im at home again .. much love!! xoxo
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July 21, 2017 at 6:06 pm
At least the heavens feel sorrow…
I fear they’re gonna throw a party when I go…lol
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August 21, 2017 at 9:09 am
haha.. thats if we make it out of hell!
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July 21, 2017 at 10:33 pm
Who do you think of, when you’re … lonely? 🙂
Kindness – Robert.
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September 9, 2017 at 5:54 am
I’m never lonely! I’m the candle in the darkness remember?
Lol just being dramatic.. I think of pizza! 🍕😭
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September 9, 2017 at 4:22 pm
That’s such a lovely image. You light up the darkness! 🙂
I have a confession to make. I stole that comment from a song I was listening to at the time:
It’s called Who Do You Think Of? by M.O.
Something in your poem seemed to link to that song. 🙂
Note of warning: don’t try eating hot pizza in pitch darkness when you’re naked. A recipe for disaster. But if you do try it – then it would be a brilliant inspiration for a poem! 😀
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September 9, 2017 at 5:17 pm
hahahaha, okay!! will keep that in mind, lol, thanks Rob!
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September 9, 2017 at 5:28 pm
Most welcome. 🙂
I’ll be watching your posts closely over the next couple of days. 😀
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July 21, 2017 at 10:42 pm
Loved the end 🖤
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August 21, 2017 at 9:09 am
thanks !! 😀 i loved it too.. just as much i love your support! xoxo
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July 21, 2017 at 11:34 pm
OMG I loved it. I fucking loved this. It’s awesome. This is the best piece you ever written. I love the picture you chose as well. It’s beautiful, lovely, and just fucking awesome! I’ve missed you. I hope you are doing well my beautiful friend!
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August 21, 2017 at 9:09 am
haha.. this comment just made my day sugar bunny!! ive missed you heaps too.. much love!!
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August 21, 2017 at 1:09 pm
Oh good I’m so glad. That warms my heart and makes me happy. Aww. Much love to you too!!
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July 22, 2017 at 1:06 am
The shutter falls back
Enjoy the switch,
My heart of gold,
To an ice-cold bitch!—
This is perfectly depicting me this last week or more. I have no gold. I’m that bitch and I don’t think she’ll ever switch back. Good work.
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September 9, 2017 at 5:56 am
Haha.. Don’t we all have the sudden switch issues! Hope you feeling better now hun! xoxo
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July 22, 2017 at 12:28 pm
Beautiful, dark gloomy, and yet wonderful, all at the same time.
Loved it,
And yes Mis,, I have missed you too. Where the hell did you just fly off to?
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August 21, 2017 at 9:08 am
i happen to have the disappearing syndrome .. lol, thankyou for the appreciative comments hun! xoxo
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August 21, 2017 at 10:58 am
You sure do have that syndrome. And you were gone once again!!!
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July 22, 2017 at 1:24 pm
Thanks a lot for coming back💐💐💐💐💐…. 🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕….lots of pizza for you…sorry I can’t send the real one…
The poem is incredible the pain and aggression is mind-blowing…
I Loved this stanza 👇
“The voices mourn,
They’re in my head,
They suddenly whisper,
The secrets of the dead.”
….and the ending is fabulous… throwing the anger out… Not everyone’s cup of tea…
Welcome back… I hope you won’t go anywhere now😊✌
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September 9, 2017 at 5:55 am
Haha.. wouldn’t have come if it wasn’t for this welcome and feeling of immense joy and acceptance! Thank you so much.. Your honest feedback is much much appreciated!
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September 9, 2017 at 6:35 am
If you want to thank, don’t leave us again like you did🙄🙄..
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July 22, 2017 at 2:13 pm
Do you have any idea how much you kept us bloggers wait for you to come back? I had to literally beg to other bloggers who have connections with you to bring your as back right here, I don’t wanna make you angry but I need to spit it out….YOU ARE SUCH A BITCH….but I love your insanity.
PS: You can spit out your rage but that’d be pleasure for me right now as I haven’t anybody who’d at least talk to me these days.
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July 22, 2017 at 2:43 pm
All the best 👍🙈…
Wait… where the hell is my comment?🤔
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July 23, 2017 at 4:32 am
I’m waiting for her reaction😅
Your comment is in her spam😂
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July 23, 2017 at 4:37 am
It’s not anymore 🙈😂😂… So there won’t be any reaction 😂😂…
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July 23, 2017 at 4:57 am
Let’s see😆
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July 23, 2017 at 7:35 am
Sure🙈😂
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August 21, 2017 at 9:02 am
bombombom!! guess whos back!! ;D
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August 21, 2017 at 9:12 am
Yayyyyyyyy….. Princess 👑 is back😘😘😘😘😘….. Thanks for coming back💐💐💐💐💐
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August 21, 2017 at 9:32 am
plasures all mine!! 😉
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August 21, 2017 at 9:06 am
i wouldnt have come of it wasnt for your conversation with Daljit .. so this piece was for u both!! haha.. much love!!
xoxo!
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August 21, 2017 at 9:14 am
Thanks a lot Princess 👑😘
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August 21, 2017 at 10:14 am
Feeing so nice to have your reply. I got a little bit of sense that may be you don’t like getting too attached to people. I could feel it cause I’m the same but before I could control myself, I was already attached to you and you writings. So maybe I was trying a little too hard to bring you back. Please don’t mind if it bothered you. I was happy to see your posts on Instagram though. Love you❤❤❤
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August 26, 2017 at 7:05 pm
I didn’t bother me at all… It’s a great feeling to be missed and i feel honoured! xoxo
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August 27, 2017 at 5:07 am
XOXO
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July 22, 2017 at 7:01 pm
Too intense..as always
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August 21, 2017 at 9:05 am
thanks kalyan!
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August 21, 2017 at 9:06 am
You are welcome..girl
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July 23, 2017 at 7:58 am
Missed yr posts😜
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August 21, 2017 at 9:01 am
guess whos back! 😉
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August 21, 2017 at 10:46 am
Yay☺️
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August 1, 2017 at 5:40 pm
Lovely post again! Such a magician you are!
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August 21, 2017 at 8:59 am
thanks hun! its been awhile ..
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September 9, 2017 at 7:52 pm
My pleasure indeed. 🙂
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August 4, 2017 at 4:59 pm
Sometimes your write-ups take us on a roller coaster ride that never goes down! It was AWESOME!
I always admire the choice of your words Miss Dark Ji! It’s such a pleasure to read something from you. After so long.
Thank you!
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August 21, 2017 at 8:56 am
it was written on Dalji boo’s request so all thanks to him and tapsi for making him contact me i guess, much love to you little bro,, ive missed the whole wordpress fambam!
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August 8, 2017 at 5:40 pm
*Two people inside me
Pulling the strings,
Melodies of insanity,
The caged bird sings.*
Those words…..god….can’t even explain what they made me feel!!! Wow!! As always..BRILLIANT!
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August 21, 2017 at 8:54 am
hey!! ive missed you and your heartwarming feedback!! thnx love..
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August 21, 2017 at 1:42 pm
So have I. I hope you’re doing well
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September 9, 2017 at 5:02 am
Oh how painfully intense! I am
looking forward to reading more of your work
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September 9, 2017 at 5:15 am
It’s such a excitement when people take the time to go through an old post.. thanks Goldy locks! 😚
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September 9, 2017 at 10:48 am
Oh that’s where you find the innocent raw stuff. I am sure to enjoy your glimpses of darkness
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